Surgery goin ahead

For tomorrow (tuesday) morning, so scary just dont know what to say x i got to help with some of his case earlier, wiped his eyes n round the thing on his mouth for his ventilator, also got to check his pee bag and his nappy for poo, no poo in it but had some on his bum which i got to clean and put a clean nappy under him, over the moon i got to change a dirty bum :) got to take his socks off n touch n hold his big feet and took his mitt off n held his big hand, really needed this today with tomorrow looming over, just not lookin forward to the rollercoaster ahead at all and keep sayin it but just hope he gets through it and really amazes us with recovery n gets stable as quick as he did when he was born x love my little big man so much xx