Dream Number 3

First of all would like to quickly explain why 'Dream Number 3' in reference to 'our little Sunshine'
we fell pregnant with our 1st much loved and wanted baby in october 2007 after 2 years of tryin so he was our Dream number 1, we found out at the 2nd scan he had a severe Heart problem (HLHS) Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome, his heart was in such a bad mess he had no chance, we decided to let him fly free and Nathan William Joseph Boyd was born sleeping with the Angels on the 7th March 2008,
We dared to dream again when we got pregnant October 2008, conceived a year and 10 days apart from Nathan, went off for an early scan to be told there was no heartbeat, we lost 'our little Rainbow' in November 2008 after the D&C we got a reason for losing, it was a Molar pregnancy, because of this I had to go on a follow up programme to make sure the 'molar' part was at bay, and wasn't to get pregnant for 6 months, my tests continued to come back normal and soon in March 2009 it was Nathans 1st birthday and just after his birthday i had that 'familiar' feeling, tested, it was positive, we started to dream for the 3rd time, 'our little sunshine' everything continued to go ok the scans were showin everything was fine, until the 1 that showed CDH and that's the reason for this blog as we know we have a long journey ahead and even more so once he's born, surgery etc, so thought this would be an easy way to keep every1 updated.